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i really hoped it wouldn't have to happen this way.
i always imagined I'd maybe go out in a blaze of glory.
or at least a flare of minor glory.
but here I am. about to die. let me back up a bit.
i was supposed to go to the movies today, with ryan. i called him yesterday and set it up. then i was going to go stay the night at matts and play world of warcraft or whatever till the wee hours. as they say
but as im waiting for ryan to show up, i decide to give him a call. hey ryan. whats up. why havent you picked me up yet.
oh crap. i forgot. im going out to eat with krystal.
now, krystal is what i like to call ryans notgirlfriend. shes his girlfriend in every way but the good ones. she bosses him around controls his life and takes all his money. a real keeper in my book.
so instead of going hey krystal im sorry i forgot i made a previous arrangement im going to have to take a raincheck
he says to me sorry i just forgot. ill come get you when were done here.
im all grumble grumble ok. two and a half hours later i call him back and not only are they still at the restaurant but hes also drunk. anger. much, much anger.
so i called matt and told him i wouldnt be able to make it. this was a problem. he was already there, at the movies. he only went because id be there. he went to pick me up basically. so he drove 40 miles for nothing.
all because of ryan.
then i went out and joined ryan and his notgirlfriend at the restaurant. this is because i am a slow learner. i had two drinks. they were enough.
so then after we went to her place and sat around and i sobered up i went to walmart and walked around for a few minutes and i bought some new headphones. theyre ok.
so then i drove home. this is where things got bad.
i pulled in and instantly got a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomache. i know exactly whats about to happen.
sure enough, it did.
i was locked out of my house.
no amount of knocking on doors or windows produced any result.
and so we reach the present. im sitting in my moms car out in the driveway. im typing this on my laptop using hijacked wireless internet.
the battery has about thirty percent left. in a way it feels like its my life support systems that are running out.
armor integrity at thirty five percent and falling.
i may die out here tonight. in case i do i just wanted the world to know how it happened.
though i say it was ryans fault i really have nobody to blame but myself. i make poor decisions like i get paid for it.
if you need to know any other parts of the story of my life just ask around. im sure someone knows the story.
July 16 2005, 02:05:15 UTC 6 years ago
July 16 2005, 02:07:17 UTC 6 years ago
July 16 2005, 02:08:42 UTC 6 years ago
You should really carry around a key... or you know, call someone inside >_>
July 16 2005, 02:16:56 UTC 6 years ago
but until morning comes... only time will tell.
July 16 2005, 05:11:19 UTC 6 years ago
Shit, go back to Wal-Mart, find the bedding section, and spend the night!
And when the Zombies invade, you've got everything you need right there in one place.
Or, break into your own place. The cops will understand.
July 16 2005, 12:16:04 UTC 6 years ago
July 16 2005, 14:17:36 UTC 6 years ago
I told them you were drunk.